It's my fault. First I looked up an old friend and found plagiarism (Leslie Harpold, Unintended Personality Test), then I looked up my old stepmother (Spider Legs, Mind Games), and then I spent hours in obsession and anxiety, and still more with bad dreams.
I'm looking for the line between letting resentments fester and letting go of them for my own health. Am I squelching my feelings, just pushing them down, or can I truly free myself and surrender that pain?
True: if you pick it, it won't heal. Also true: If you don't cut out the cancer, it will spread.